wanna start a new life afte him going mad wif me...arghhh....he wants me to forget him forever....how can i do that if in deep of my hearts....i want u to be my shoulder..nevermind...life need move on rite ?so, the conclusion is...forget him but at the same times,don't forget all our sweet moments...!bcuz...its my sweetest thing in ma life...bye.. :)
p/s : ima clalu tnya pasal dia melalui kawan2-II dia ^^
awak, awak bncikan saia ke skunk ?saia minx maaf sesanadd awak...smlm saia antaq text..awak ta eply...saia rindu arnz awak sgt-II..saia coll awak guna 6be laen..awak jwap..saia dgr suara awak...saia diam...saia takodd lao saia ckp..awak letak phone...awak...lau saia berani....mlm to jgk saia na gtau awak yg saia shayunx kat awak...seriously...saia ta kuadd tnpa awak...saia lemah tnpa awak..dulu, saia clalu cita masalah saia tat awak..mybe awak pon dah naek rimas nan saia, rite ?now, saia pendam ja smua sorg-II...sakit saia, sedeyh saia...awak....saia na gi kl...kalu nieyh coretan terakhir saia...saia na awak tahu..saia cinta arnz awak dari pertama kali saia kenal awak..cuma saia yg bodo...lmbat sedari smua to...awak..saia na awak bhgia tau...dgn pilihan hati awak...saia sedar saia selalu lukakan aty awak..jadi walaupon susah...saia tetap akn pergi jaoh..
p/s mim, maaf arnz ima dgn seikhlas hati mim...
hey, girl....can u just stop waiting foe sumthing that u not sure ???urmmmmm....dah dkat 2 weeks..but ima still taley lpaskan dia dari ingtan....sumtimes, terjaga awal2 pagi...trus engt dia...ase na sesanadd coll dia...but, ima tawu..dia ta kan prnah angkat...awak, saia rindu arnz awak sgt...saia tawu saia salah...saia ta prnah bnci awak..saia pulangkan lesen awak bersbab....sbab saia ta na seksa lgi idop saia....lagi lama saia simpan lesen uh...lgi susah saia na lupakan awak...lagi susah saia na buang perasaan syg saia kat awak...saia tawu saia bkan pilihan awak...awak...saia ta prnah benci awak...tapi,saia benci diri saia sbab buad awak cmni...saia silap awak.....maap n ampun arnz saia....saia na brubh demi awak....awak are everything towards me....pliz, maap arnz saia...im begging on u....:'(
p/s awak ta da apa2 kngan manis dri saia kcuali kngan yg pahit...saia takodd awak akn lupakan saia...tapi bgi saya, awak adalah kngan terindah dlm idop saia...hnya coretan awak, bnga yg awak bgi n suara awak...yg dpt mngubat rindu saia......
tonite, everythings is over...he not mine anymore..i noe its was my mistake...i shouldn't tell him bout sum1 else b4....arghhh....if i can return the tymes...i promises on myself....i never do it...make he sad is my big mistake i do in my life...dear...please come back to me...i can't live without u...bcuz...u r my strength...u r my shoulder...u r everything towards me even u noe..u not my first....n u always on my mind everywhere i goes....-syamim zhafiran bin hamim bustami-
p/s if 1day i r epy even not wif me...i will epy too cuz...what i wanna see in my life b4 i die is ur happiness...
15 november 2011...its over....urm....terkilan sesanadd bila baca mcg dia uh....ima tau dia berubah kerana ima....awak, saia tau saia salah...maap arnz saia....saia jnji x kan uad awak sedeyh lagi.....saia mnyesal sesanadd awak...if awak tau apa yg ada dlm aty saia nieyh....saia rindu arnz suasana yg dulu...penuh gelak tawa...bila mcg nun awak...epy sesanadd.....lupa muaa masalah....bila tgk muka awak.....rasa tng jer...bila pgg tgn awak.....rasa selamat sesanadd....awak...jgn lupa arnz saia oke ?bub awak shbat dunia akhirat saia....
p/s selamat tinggal kawanku...ta mudah aq pergi...bila wajahmu sentiasa di hati ini.... :(
auw.. auw...hari nieyh first day exam spm...good luck to him...tadi tgk dari block A tingkat 2....sek baek dia tgk ima...huhuhu..so miss that smile... :)this week gak ima t dok dlm class dia....semangat dorhh..org first masok class to...apa lgi..cari meja dia arazhariyah yg jumpa....atas meja to dia ada tulis sumting....more kpada luahan perasaan dia....urm...lastly ada im sory ***sapa erk ????nuc tnya takot dia salah anggap lgi...huhuhusabaq je lhaa...ari nieyh gak..on9 at ckullathx cikgu shaz..shayunx sama cikgu... :)
p/s afyqa dok ada at sebelah ima....
semalam. 10 november 2011....ari yg paling best dlm idop ima..why?? why??bukan cbub ima mng loteri o durian runtuh ..but...my mr teletubies dah oke dgn ima...ima arap-II sesanad hbungan kitaorg pulih cm dulu....boring dorh lao 1 ary x contact dgn dia...why??why??bub kitaorg suka gadoh...hahahaha....urm....my mr teletubies dah nuc exam..so, ima doakan dia dpt jwb dgn mudah muaa subjek...nuc tawu..dia yg nuc exam, ima yg isau bila dia ckp x study gi...n jrg g ckula...ish, apa lhaa mudakk nieyh..sek bek pgi tdi dia dtg...to pon mybe bub ima pksa...huhuhuhugood luck to him..included my abg tiger...n all mudakk form 5 munshe...ima taon dpn pulakk !ngeeE...takot lolx...add maths je masalah....apa-II pon, masa bnyk lgi...hehehex... :P
p/s to all membe-II ima yg laen yg nuc amek spm uh...good luck n all the best :)
hidop nie ibarat roda...yupz, mmg dah bnyk kali kita dgr words nieyh...ima dah lalui mcm2 dugaan dlm dunia nieyh...as example..fails dlm plajaran, gadoh dgn family o membe...n ima jgak dah merasakan pahit manis dlm percintaan...urm, mmg bohonglah if ima ckp...pasangan yg sedang bercinta skunk nieyh...xpernah bergadoh o bertengkar...but, bg ima, if kita bergadoh dgn pasangan kita..that means kita sdg mngenali hati budi msing-II..why ?urm..mmg susah nuc trngkan but if kita pikir blik,mmg ada kbenarannya...apa-II pon, setiap yg berlaku...selesaikan dgn baek n jgn sesekali libatkan org lua...cbub ini akn lebih merumitkan keadaan..urm..now, ima nuc mulakan idop baru ima...mybe wif sum1 special o just be alone for awhile..bia tkdir je yg tntokan semua...cbub jodoh di tgn Allah..kita sbgai manusia hnya mrncang..ima jgk arap, akn tiba masanya..Allah kurniakan sum1 yg bole bimbing ima ke jln yg bnar...urm..insyallah...
p/s pada ex-II ima, ima dah maafkan kalian n ima x prnah simpan dndam..hope korg semua hepy-II sajer, okeyh ?
